Dead on Hiatus LOL

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PLEDGE

2010-12-01T10:34:00.000-08:00

Dear Ruki, You have just killed me with your words. I love you.

Jewelie Aoi Ishihara

2010-10-30T16:50:00.000-07:00

ー雅ーMIYAVI revealed his new baby girl’s (born prematurely on 21st of October) name to be JEWELIE AOI ISHIHARA. As explained by ー雅ーMIYAVI himself, the name consists of the kanji 希 and 理 with the reading JUERI (katakana) –JEWELIE and the very Japanese AOI as her middle name. Also according to the Japanese part of his blog, Jewelie was supposed to be named EMIRI at first, with the kanji for reason

No idea.

2010-10-22T12:04:00.000-07:00

cuz it's you you you you~~ yes you motherfuckers, I'm pissed off tonight and currently listening to Carry Out by Timberland Feat JT makes my mind spinning off to another world. So I'm pissed, angry, disgusted, annoyed and at the same time feeling somewhat horny, cuz this song is just too straightforward. Yes, Fuck you, I'm being honest. so shut the fuck up and don't rat to my parents you mother

7/10/10

2010-10-06T13:04:00.000-07:00

The sadness of your eyes, Lies hidden before your smile, Painted delicately on your lips, Your frail hands holding onto mine. “Everything will be alright,” But you knew nothing ever were, Painful nights etched on your skin, Permanent reminder of the past. A broken doll with a smile, Even with tears in your eyes, Those cheerfulness stays within, Giving carefree laughter even if it hurts. If

untitled.

2010-10-04T03:25:00.000-07:00

Losing grip in self imaginary thread, The heart fell into this solitude,Where no light could seep through,The hands no longer reaching out,As I walk this path with no direction.

6489

2010-09-23T11:24:00.000-07:00

Life is not made like a fairy tale, There is no happy ending, but a twisted continuous journey, Even till my last gasp breath of air. But this won't stop me, from making my biggest jump, I'll spread these abused wings, and soar up to the furthest star. I'll keep on believing.I'll keep on going. I let these wound bleed, I let these bruises spread, I accustom myself to all of your bullshits,

Anthem of Bullocks.

2010-09-03T12:13:00.000-07:00

Yada Yada Yada, Bleep Bleep, Bobpity Bleep, Repetition of misuse phrases, Unimportant issues debated, Time energy wasted, Rambling Blabbering, Chitter chattering, What’s the point? Bullshit! Distortion of mind, Castration of society, Corruption of norm, Oppression of freedom. Son of a bitch, Mother fuckers, Aren’t we all dancing in the same fucking rhythm? Drowning in this shit hole, We’ll be

A faithful follower to a new band

2010-08-06T13:17:00.001-07:00

hihihihihi they'll be out soon! <3 looking forward for new songs from them. Shall disclose the band's name soon! <3

Hermes's Birthday and Umineko Photoshoot part 2

2010-07-26T22:37:00.000-07:00

It has been long since I last blogged. LOL sorry for the long hiatus!! (for i am lazy -kepiaks!-) anyways, last weekend was a crazy one. LOL. Saturday, I have Family Day at Tasik Titiwangsa. Full of kids.... and babies..... = 3=;; I am tempted to kidnap one away. OTL they are just too cute! And when I reached home.. it's around 1-ish... and I was about to take my daily nap when all of the

Strawberry Candy

2010-06-23T12:49:00.000-07:00

We met by a chance of fate, All the things you did? I'd take it. Loving the shy gestures of yours that you'll only show to me.. I remember the growing feeling of "See ya" Do you ever wave your hand? Seeing this memories as it snows outside the window. Sweet past Love. Strawberry Candy. We start with a chance encounter. From the very beginning,I know Love is frightening. but not for me,

Hana Kotoba

2010-06-11T05:14:00.000-07:00

" And then, a complete change in the melody once again. One can feel the gentle touch of the acoustics as “Hana kotoba” is introduced.Kai : In the song, the sound of the drum role, tambourines, etc is rather irregular in the beginning. Despite that, it’s very well compatible with the keynotes at the back (step recording). Again, the mood before the high point also makes quite an impact. Since we

The Willow tree

2010-06-10T13:23:00.000-07:00

The willow tree,A special tree,one is rare to see.The willow tree,A tall tree,So high, it reach the sky.The tree is a beauty,for the beauty is unique,The willow tree is never amiss.The willow tree,a gentle tree of kindness,it shares apart of it with others.The willow tree,a protective tree of love,for it shields, shelters and nurtures. A tree so special, so warm,it is love and beloved,for it's

Questions

2010-05-24T12:26:00.000-07:00

How did it turned out this way?Where had the word "us" gone to? The stories we'd shared?The laughters we had?The hugs we gave?The tears we shed?The promising dreams we've talked about?Was it all that easily forgotten for you till it had become a memory?A memory that had been left in the deep shelves of your mind?Were we nothing at all?And as I asked myself, we've already shattered into pieces of

about dust

2010-05-24T09:03:00.000-07:00

and as i speak, we've shattered into pieces of dust.. leaving nothing but emptiness.-ikeeven they easy to throw away and gone..but dust is always around us , every where..when we clean our self with dust , the dust never give up to make we are with dust again or dust never missing exactly because they was here , around us , watching us , beside us when we don't know.- psycho roseshe's younger

A wall of memories.

2010-05-13T07:49:00.000-07:00

I am finally back home! YAY!!!It was exactly around 9 p.m when I touched down in front of my house 8DDD I was supposed to feel happy and excited right???RIGHT????but honestly, I felt a bit sad... I'm actually going to miss those whom I have met and knew through out this three years. The laughters that we shared, the hardship we had gone through, the weird adventures we had....I am going to miss

Mother's Day

2010-05-09T07:33:00.000-07:00

So, here I am stuck in Perak and got nothing to do.Mother's day is today but sadly I don't really celebrate it. .___. or should i say that I'm the only one that rarely wishes mother's day to my mum. =___= no, don't start judging me as a bad daughter.to start of with, I was never close with my own parents. So, I even rarely talk to them / spend any quality time except during dinner & whenever I'm

End of my 3 years of love, hate and torment.

2010-05-06T09:43:00.000-07:00

finally, today marks the first day that I am free from the clutches of evil~~~ LOLI am finally finished with my 3 agonizing years of college for my diploma.It is full of love-hate relationship between me and the whole department but in the end we resolve things out... So.. yeahhhhThings end well for some of us and i hope we'll meet somewhere in the nearest future. =)

Exhausted, Tired

2010-04-28T18:55:00.000-07:00

So, I had just finished my finals.... welll.... not really.. I had to submit another 5 pictures to get extra marks from there...= 3= what a bugger.. but mweehhhhh..... I'm going to make two right away now....

Tired

2010-04-23T14:36:00.000-07:00

I'm tried. Full stop.Insomnia had been taking over my life for the past few weeks but now sleep are coming over at the wrong hours...o__________o;;;I have to finish up all the test prints, framing and other shits before I am able to sleep peacefully....Speaking of sleeping on longer hours, guess I'll be delaying my trip back home since dad won't approve my sleeping habits.... Okay, I have decided

Truth hurts? Yeah.. brace yourself.

2010-04-22T16:40:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since I had blogged or read someone else's blog. Well, I did caught up here and there and one blog caught my eyes. So now, I guess I should come clean what's being going on in my mind. What's my view in our relationship and all.I'm sorry things didn't work out and dumping you right after V-day's weekend.It might sound like I'm using you and things like that but honestly I do

Baby, I love you no matter what. :3

2010-04-15T14:09:00.000-07:00

hey guys,hahaha yeah, you'd probably think 'this post is might gonna be about her boyfriend.. LOL'Nah, I'm not... I don't even have one yet XDmaybe, but soon... yeah very very sooooon....What I am going to write about precious people that i really really love with all my heart. (and yeah I'm going to stop describing or it'll get too corny now.. hahahaha)1st: My Cosplay Family (small version)they

My Life sucks

2010-04-05T06:57:00.002-07:00

My diploma show is in two weeks time. I'm still hanging on a thread.I wish this will be over A.S.A.Pand graduate whatever I have left now.

The Truth Hurts

2010-04-03T13:45:00.000-07:00

As long as I have live, I had not come across a single soul that had lead a life full of misery masked behind all the shine and gold.Who knew that the myths were right?One could have all the fame and riches in the world but he / she had to sacrifice their utmost important thing they have through out their lives, those small important things that most people tend to ignore, their own lives.Their

GACC 2010

2010-03-23T11:24:00.000-07:00

wwwww so this is my entry for tonight!!!! GACC 2010 @ THE LAST GACC~ it was an amazing event after running for 5 years straight, becoming the first acg event ever to bring over a seiyuu to Malaysia and one of the first acg event ever to receive quite a lot of amazing feedbacks! ^^ so this it how it went.. First day I went to the event as Yusuke from Yu Yu Hakusho, but i looked too chubby to

Know what? Screw this shit!

2010-03-18T10:56:00.002-07:00

How does it like to feel,when you think you can have things done by tomorrow....but everything falls apart when just one little crucial important thing is forgotten?Like...the battery hp charger,the memory card to the game platform,or a tissue pack when you're doing business in the toilet?Well, the feeling made you wanna RAGE 24-7 cuz that small thing is important and you really really really

Know what? Screw this!

2010-03-18T10:56:00.001-07:00

Tears of no possible reasons..

2010-03-14T12:30:00.000-07:00

updates?I was exhausted today (means yesterday)Woke up around 12, had lunch and headed to my friend's place to retrieve my wallet..Guess what? I have to wait for 2 hours in front of her house! ( I climbed over the gate and wait in the garden cuz it's too hot and i was sweating all over...)Then, after ringing her up for.. idk.. a gazzilion times, i decided to call one of her close buddies to ask

Bad Day, Yes? No?

2010-03-13T03:54:00.000-08:00

Finally, after days of no internet (my broadband was cut off.. sobbbbb).... I am finally able to go online... just to update and do shits.. =9 lately, I have been busy, my works / assignments have been rejected, 80% of them... so now I only have a month or so so to complete all the shits... but i'm aiming to finish off 50 % around this week, covering up architecture, landscape, spot news / events

going to update daily from now on 83

2010-03-09T05:26:00.000-08:00

So this is how it goes... Today, a few of my friends had just realized that this is the 10th week of our final semester and decided to freak out. I had to lol.. really I do... I am not trying to say that I am relaxed or calm, (I am as panicky as them) but I just don't feel the need to do that because i know it's my fault for not doing things on time.. but... idk.. I just don't like to be rush to

Miyavi - mata yume de aimashou

2010-03-08T13:01:00.000-08:00

/mMIYAVI - MATA YUME DE AIMASHOU (LET'S MEET AGAIN IN THE DREAM)Yume miru you na otoshigoro waTokku ni sugiteru hazu na no niKimi ni koi shite shimau nanteBakageteruKedo tomerarenaiWasurerarenaiAsahi ni tatakiokosareteYume no tochuu me ga samete shimauMou ichido me o tsubutte mite moKimi wa inaiKimi no inaiKurayami dakeMunashii dake"Oyasumi" karaHajimaru kimi to no DATE"Ohayou" de sayonaraMata

O hai bitches..

2010-03-08T01:00:00.000-08:00

so it's been such a long time since i have post something up in this shithole... LOLnothing much had happened cept a few things here and there..i have no idea really, on what the hell is happening around me.i see alot of breakdowns and such alot of negative things.I felt guilty for not being able to be there and when those bad things happen to the people around me, i was out there enjoying

Making this a promise

2010-02-23T10:04:00.000-08:00

I'm worried about every single one of you..no matter who you are and where you are from..I feel obligated, to be there for you and at least to be able to hear your worries..Yeah, I know I'm acting all motherly / like a big sister...And sometimes, I can be a little pushy..I'm sorry about that...I just want to see a sincere smile from your soul..not from an empty surface..

soundless voice kagamine len

2010-02-22T08:24:00.000-08:00

On the night everywhere is dead silentSnow falls downOn my palms I hold upSnow falls and melts in a momentWhat a transient lifeSnow like a light piles up without a soundYou gather it and smile"What does my voice sound like now?"Even if I reply, you can't hear anything anymoreTell me you feel painful, tell me you are lonelyI'll find you anywhere...Please don't leave me alone, please, I beg

Mieko

2010-02-19T10:51:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry.It's my fault..Please don't hurt yourself.. ..........please?

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2010-02-17T10:36:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry..I can't..I was wrong..and I'm scared...I don't want you to fall again.

Unnamed Entry

2010-02-15T08:45:00.000-08:00

Just be friends All we gotta doJust be friends It's time to say goodbyeJust be friends All we gotta doJust be friends Just be friends...It came to mind in the early morning yesterdayAs if I gathered broken pieces of glassWhat the heck is this? Drips from my cut fingerIs this what we really hoped for?I knew it at the bottom of my heart, the hardest choice would be the bestMy self-love refuses it

Vday orz

2010-02-13T12:09:00.000-08:00

Hepi Vday to those who are celebrating the special occasion. Orz.>w<;;; ah I'm going back to KL by 3pm.. )=It's a bummer like total bummer.. like.. orz...i lost my atm card but thankfully no transaction made (called up the hotline).. so i guess i actually dropped it somewhere...sobs..no, i haven't kiss her yet... i mean that special kiss.. >.>;;; orz...I'm still to shy about it.

Weekend is coming!!!

2010-02-10T14:06:00.000-08:00

=w=I am so gonna have some fun before re-starting anew~Going to a friend's farewell party~Going to my <3's>ww< by next weekand looking forward to the trip to Penang 8DDDD

thoughts and rants

2010-02-08T11:29:00.000-08:00

lately I caught myself thinking to much to the point i think i might go cuukoo..this semester might be the toughest for me since a few assholes decided to be a jerk and becomes everyone's living hell...well.. i'm not worried much about my assignments cuz i can pull it through if i want to but the mood is not there... and i think i might quit if this feelings lingers....Idk... I'm feeling way way

Matta Aitai

2010-02-01T10:13:00.000-08:00

Time ticks life away,but those times I deeply cherishes...The short conservation we have,The funny things we laugh,The sorrows we cryThe secrets we share,Time and place sets us apart,From one end to another..But still...We're connected-It's what you said,and I came to realize,We're like a brother and sister,It's alright..I'll wait..We'll wait..Matta aitai...

HaPiBa* Aoi from Gazette! 8D

2010-01-20T21:41:00.000-08:00

Mr. Sexy here is finally 31 today.Damn, he is my Mr. Perfect XD.Truth to be told, I love guys who's a smart ass, full with sarcasm and quick with their words. A Joker who knows how to play his cards.Hehehe anyways, Happy birthday to Yuu! XD

Random Trip to Penang 8D

2010-01-18T09:04:00.000-08:00

Last Saturday, went on a randomly planned trip to Penang. An overnight session. It was probably my first trip ever to Penang...anyways.. It was awesome and I am looking forward to my department trip which will be held right after CNY. =w=Orz.. and had seen the first ever Hard Rock Hotel... RM 150 per night for a deluxe room. 8Dneways.. here some piccas.. 8DThe whole group 8D*Aten yg mengada2 kata

The butter or the bread knife?

2010-01-16T01:30:00.001-08:00

Life is all about making choices....It may be hard to decided because it will be your future....To that special friend...I'm always rooting for you ^^Ossu! let's graduate our last year!! ^___^

Paranormal Activity

2010-01-09T10:30:00.000-08:00

So, I've watched the same movie two days in a row and wasted RM10 on each respective day. I won't say it's a bad or a good movie but I would say it's a new awesome experience in my life where I finally see and hear two different occurrence on both days.On the first day, I went out for the movie with my usual buddies and at first, I almost fell asleep after the first 45 minutes. but then, it got

I. Can. Has. Brain. Please?

2010-01-06T21:20:00.000-08:00

It's only the first week of college in a new decade but life doesn't really change here..I find myself getting more and more disappointed with the people around me. Their common sense to judge and making decisions are just downright worse. I'm not trying to brag saying that I'm clever or anything above others but why can't they stay in one place, take a piece of paper and a pen and jot down every

2009 Recap

2009-12-31T00:58:00.000-08:00

So.... it is less than 12 hours before 2010 comes...and this post will be filled with all the things that had happened to me through out the year..I might miss here and there.. cuz I don't remember much :Phere goes..JanuaryI'm currently on my 4th semester with a whole new lecturer and class to face. Currently, I'm still recovering from a short term relationship.. which is less than 2 months? I'm

Dim Scene

2009-12-25T15:45:00.000-08:00

Dim Scene - The Gazette嘲笑い過ぎた所為でその希求や価値は抜け落ち隣で眠る断絶は愚行そう　崩れてく情景の意味を朽ちてく意味を群がる鴉の元へ鳴き止む迄零に逃避する数は追う歪に曲がるあるべき姿は縫い合わせる程深く解ける瞳孔に浮かべる現実は殼麻痺した感情の所為か空が跡切れ光が地に墜ちる嘆く声をあやす赤子の夢塗り潰し過ぎて爛れてく嘘蝶の羽で落下する蛾苦悩の裏で溺れている愛亡骸に手を伸ばす傍観者這いつくばる明日を笑う老婆どうか俺のままで辺りを埋め尽くす宛て無き痛み目を閉じ灯す歌に傷など癒せぬ壁一面に咲き出した終焉誰もが忘却を願う度葬失に焼かれた俺の詩は仄暗い虚無の底で溺れてるらららromajiazawaraisugita sei de sono kikyuu ya kachi wa nukeochitonari de nemuru danzetsu wa

Xmas Eve Outing at TS

2009-12-25T07:03:00.000-08:00

From Left is Beatbox, Me, Mieko <3, Syn (she's behind), Kaii, Aki, Zend and The King of Background, Dei. (Evil, Zymz and Gems is not in the pic)Hehehehe, this is snapshot of the whole group at Times Square for our Xmas Eve Outing. ^^We went out for the arcade and karaoke. Screamed our hearts out with all the selected songs.I didn't know Dei likes the song Belaian Jiwa. He sang it awesomely XDGems

Post-Comic Fiesta 2009 Syndrom n Merry Xmas!!

2009-12-23T10:06:00.000-08:00

CF o9' just ended 4 days ago.And guess what?The feeling still lingers with all the epic moments I've been through...There's just so much to say and I can't decide where to start with XD.All I could say is that everyone that I met and everything that happens left a big imprint in my memory. This is the best year I have ever had in my life and I felt really grateful to be apart in the Cosplay

Comic Fiesta 2009!!!

2009-12-17T02:41:00.000-08:00

Hello guys!Sorry for the long hiatus, cept for the minor / mini updates of my blog. (^_^);;;yes, I know I've been a very lazy person.. It can't be help since I don't feel blogging lately.Anyway, Comic Fiesta is around the corner! OMG! I can't wait to meet up with everyone! Even though I've meet everyone back during AHF but CF is promising a better time because a really really big family had been

Yea, I do Know

2009-12-08T09:00:00.000-08:00

And I <3U 2Very much!:3

THE MOST AWESOME DREAM OH YEAH!!~

2009-12-01T09:30:00.000-08:00

orz.. hello people!!somehow I'm in an awfully great mood tonight for I recently remembered one of my most Awesome-est dream I've ever had for the entire week.Okay it started off at a big event. I dunno.. CF maybe because I saw a pyramid and the word Lagoon. LOL.Ok so yeah, back to the story. I was at the convention Centre going around, lurking like there's nobody's bee's wax when suddenly one of

Rize - Heiwa

2009-11-19T06:48:00.000-08:00

I fell in love with this song. It is so deep and so true.Found this when i was watching Co-MiyaviWorldWide's latest fanvid to Miyavi. I sure do hope that lucky man smiles when he sees that vid. I was in it too.. cept I put my lil cousins' pictures in it. :3 any ways, here's the songRize-HeiwaKanji lyrics Everyday life man, it's a 実体験生きてるだけでこんなに未体験感じれるのも俺ら生きてるからただそれだけだけど中には涙で錆びたハートが今日も何処かで泣いてる

And you called me a faggot.. oh the lulz...

2009-11-18T11:55:00.000-08:00

seriously, look at yourself.boy number 1#who are you to called me desperate?Remember back then when we were still together?Oh, yes. That time I was desperate. Desperate to have your effing attention. Desperate for your love. Because I effing care about your sensitive heart and your sensitive mind. Pfft, and you backed out because I was different. Well, guess what? I am and will always be

I'm speechless

2009-11-16T07:15:00.000-08:00

orz.. hahahah.. I'm such a hopeless romantic at times. Orz.. wait.. being romantic isn't my thing too lol. +sweat+Sorry for being so hush tonight, guess the emotions from last night finally sinks in deep. [+hides under blanket+ (hahaha i'm so effing shy nao)]Being able to know you're being your crazy self is enough to make me happy. And this entry is so uhmm idk what to say.. And I can't believe

<3

2009-11-15T09:00:00.001-08:00

Officially belongs to you. I'm so happy I told you. <3<3 <3

When I'm Being Mean

2009-11-14T11:15:00.000-08:00

Oh..You won't like it when I'm being mean.I'm sure you'll hate it.So much of drama.So much of trauma.Do not judge me for how I am now.And I won't stop.Won't stop hunting you down.Won't stop hunting till my hate goes away.Even if it takes to make me to make you to kill yourself.

Louder than Thunder -TDWP

2009-11-12T04:13:00.000-08:00

What would it take,for things to be quiet...?Quiet, like the snow...And I know this isn't much but,I know,I could. I could be better.I don't think I deserve it;Selflessness,Find your way into my heart.All stars could be brighter,All hearts could be warmer.What would it take,for things to be quiet...?Quiet, like the snow.Are we meant to be empty handed?I know,I could. I could be better.I don't

Whatever that had crossed my mind tonight... I'm not sure..

2009-11-08T12:27:00.000-08:00

so....... life had been such a trilling yet tiring for me for the past few weeks.I'm almost done with my finals but the end is still far away.. I'd be coming back home with loads of works for my final Diploma show for next year. It sucks but I'm striving to be among the best.Worry not, I will still be cosplaying before going on hiatus for half a year January. I will give my all for those two

Lovelie Ishihara

2009-10-31T11:05:00.000-07:00

Meet 3 month old baby Lovelie Miyavi Ishihara <3The pic is taken from her mommy's blog in myspace.Yeap, being a woman makes me squee at every baby pictures or the sight of little kids.But Lovelie is a little special. She's being everyone's favourite baby as she is born to Miyavi and Melody Ishihara. =3Sigh... I guess this is another random blog just to keep things alive =P

It got me thinking..

2009-10-23T12:02:00.000-07:00

Lately I find myself to space out within a short span of time and I'm not able to pick things / topics that were discussed with people around me. Maybe I lack some proper sleep.. which I should be doing now..and proper meal with a proper timetable... sigh...side note:orz.. Am I serious? Am I really really serious about it? hurm..

After a series of events...

2009-10-22T10:44:00.000-07:00

boys.are.worthless.trust me.Now off to get my friend for ice cream.

The feelings finally dawned in..

2009-10-19T22:55:00.000-07:00

Before anything, I would like to have a moment of silence and al-fatihah to a dear of friend of mine, Muhd Khairul Nizam, who had recently passed away last week on October 16th in an accident.He is a great friend. A funny lad with a sunny smile. He was among the juniors that I personally knew and used to hang around with back when I was his senior. The boy has his own charm, being able to blend

currently

2009-10-19T00:15:00.000-07:00

I.Am.Dead.Finals.Finals.and Diploma shows.I want my anna-mumsy, sky-unnie and idiot lalarupo D=and I'm missing everyone back in KL~~~~ AAaa Kami-sama T_T and I realized I'm homesick after 3 years. Ha... funny...shall be glomping you all when i get back especially Mieko n NBH. >D

new layout

2009-10-18T00:31:00.000-07:00

i had just changed my blog's layout n such.. I feel happy now <3 and I guess this will be my alter ego from now on.

random thoughts and rants

2009-10-12T14:02:00.000-07:00

so yeah... here i am doing nothing again after finishing one of the most annoying folio / report or what so ever they called that shit.I'm currently being unproductive, slow and unhappy for unknown reasons. Happy? yes, i do have those moments.. Sad, been there too.. but not till to the verge of tears.. disappointed? Maybe but I'm not sure about the whole feeling.. Pissed off? I find myself having

I'm clueless

2009-10-12T00:17:00.000-07:00

confused and restless..how am I going to say what I wanted to say.I'm head over heels right now but I know it's not the right moment. DX screw my uni life!

F.U.C.K. U. H.A.T.E.R.S

2009-09-11T11:29:00.000-07:00

dear dickheads, motherfuckers and bitches,it seems this week is the most fucking annoying and the most fucking fucked up week where retards and blockheads decided to piss me off to the extend where I think I could possibly cause a huge massacre in my department campus.lately i find my self waking up feeling so fucked up as I had to put up a facade to face the mother fucking bitches which seems

random post

2009-08-29T13:00:00.000-07:00

wao... it's been almost 2 months!!! oh damn!!! hahaha orz.... sorry gus.. been busy.. but i promise you i'll get back on track as soon as im done with my projects and out from my writer's block

Miyavi's baby is here!!!! XDDD (Spazz around like an idiot)

2009-07-29T22:17:00.000-07:00

Miyavi posted a long entry! Yes!It's longer than the one he posted on MySpace, and kinda emo at the end. xD"life is pain"07.30.Thu世界中のCo-miyaviの皆、沢山のメールやコメント本当にありがとうThanks for ur tons of messages !!２００９年７月２９日　午後４時４０分BABY　無事ドロップしました。体重３１１０ｇのプリティな女の子です。初産だった為、本格的に陣痛がはじまってから２０時間ノンストップという長丁場だったけれど家族や仲間、温かい病院の人達のおかげで、無事に出産を迎える事ができました。そして全世界の仔雅の皆からのメッセージやコメントにもすげえ勇気づけられたよ。本当にありがとね。ur comments

the GazettE's DIM Album review

2009-07-28T04:04:00.000-07:00

hi guys..yeah since I had wayyy too much time in my hand after my campus was closed down to the growing number of the H1N1 cases, so I decided to give a full listen to this new album. No, I didn't ordered it. My dear friend had their album and she borrowed it to me.. And since I can't have the CD.. I err.. uhh ripped it? XD yeah I know... such a bad bad bad fan~~ But I swear I'll try and get them

What hurts the most

2009-07-24T08:47:00.000-07:00

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty houseThat don't bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let em outI'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even thoughGoin' on with you gone still upsets meThere are days every now and again I pretend I'm okayBut that's not what gets meWhat hurts the mostWas being so closeAnd havin' so much to sayAnd watchin' you walk awayAnd never

Quarantine and curently down with a fever

2009-07-23T05:32:00.000-07:00

hey guys... Hisashiburi~~~i think it had been almost a month.. or so so...Sorry couldn't type out a long entry after being in hiatus after for so long.My campus was shut down after 280 cases were reported in two days. Some said the virus came from the students who went to Penang for their study trip and Bon Odori and also theater performance. So, Uitm Sri Iskandar was officially shut down for one

i think...

2009-07-13T22:05:00.000-07:00

I'm going to going crazy again with those rock/metal/hardcore music once again~~~I love those loud sounds blaring into my eardrums.. it sooth my soul... =w=;;;;;yeah a fucking random post.. will post up on Daicon maybe around this week? maybe... =w=;;;; need to get moar pictures first la~~~

come and go

2009-07-03T03:30:00.000-07:00

life is just like that.things come and goLast night I lost someone I held dear to my heart.She was like my own mother even though we are not blood related.She passed away last night after Isyak and all I could do is stare at my cellphone when I got the message from my friend.Will miss her deeply.

random pictures at Animangaki bebeh!!!!

2009-06-29T10:04:00.000-07:00

1st day of Animangaki(camwhore version only. no proper pictures in my hands yet)Character: Light Yagami black versionAnime/Manga: Death Note3 and 1/2 bachelors are up for grabs ladies! Choose your man!lolz, fooling around with Beat's PSP camera. Pulling off our macho looks along with those cool aura. hahahah..Light Yagami's 1001 on How to Get to a Girl's Heart.Tip number 394:-Take her by surprise

Animangaki~~

2009-06-28T23:57:00.000-07:00

hello!!!ahahaha.. yes pepol!! today I'm less angsty and more cheerful after having my rest..so last weekend, I went to Sun-U Animangaki. For first timers, these amazing people eventually pulled off an amazing event!!!! I had loads loads loads of fun despite lack of sleep due to being anxious to wait for this day. hahahah.. No really.okay let's recap on day 1On the first day I managed to sleep

D=

2009-06-26T06:54:00.000-07:00

okay, so Streamshyt decided to fail on me for almost 24 hours.I totally missed the news about MJ's death!God I really really love the man!My siblings and I grew up listening to his music. I still remember the day when mom decided to pop in her DVD collection and get us to know this amazing man.Yesterday, June 25th. Mikael / Michael Jackson passed away to cardiac arrest (which some said it wasn't

Transformers and IRant.

2009-06-24T08:02:00.000-07:00

Hey yo Pepol!!!!life have been great after the last 12 hours.I managed to catch Transformers 2: Revenge of The Fallen at Sunway Pyramid. It is one cool movies I tell ya. Loving the graphic and the humour. I'm seriously in deep debt towards Michael Bay for making me to actually love this old school cartoon. I missed how much I was devoted to it back when I was young where I would switch on FoxKids

Gazette Meme (lol yes I was bored)

2009-06-19T00:09:00.000-07:00

GAZETTE MEME THING. 1. NameNot disclosing em.. =P2. Birthplace3rd planet from the sun.3. How long have you been a Gazette fan?if you meant being a fan girl that goes "OMG!! I'M LIEK DYING HAPPILY TO SEE THEM"*squeals annoyingly* or "I'M GONNA KILL THAT BIATCH FOR BEING WITH THEM" i have never... but fan-ing all over their music and the messages they are trying to say through and appreciating the

Junjou Terrorist photo session and more to come!!!

2009-06-12T08:38:00.000-07:00

Today is one of the longest most challenging day in the history of my modeling life. LOLZ.. yeah..No, I don't model for those fashionable clothes etc.. I model for a cosplay photo shoot.It was long and hectic, and if you asked what character I did? Well.. It's hard to explain cuz it's not a mainstream anime/manga and only hardcore fans knows this.If any one recognize Miyagi You, that's my

Movie Carnival (last day)

2009-06-07T09:39:00.000-07:00

hohohoh.. guess what? I just got back from Yamcha-ing with the fellas...It's a total epic day today at Sunway Pyramid... We have almost all of the famous movie characters parading from the blue atrium to the orange's.I came as Severus Snape. Professor Snape to you, thank you. Well, I maybe the most unrecognizable character but I had a lot of fun parading with my Harry Potter group, walking around

a fragment of thoughts~~

2009-06-04T07:33:00.000-07:00

I'm not sure what is happening.. but I'm broken beyond repair.I have this feeling of hopelessness... It's eating from the inside.Even though it's all smile and sunshine on the outside, it's pouring to the point it's suffocates and i can't breathe.I'm losing my faith and my door to belief is shut and locked from the inside.There's no hands for me to reach, there's no name for me to call.There's no

amusing myself

2009-06-03T09:03:00.000-07:00

How I wished everything is not as hard as it seems now. Not as complicated as we all seemed to think. But it seems that whatever it is, God is trying to imply that life is all about making decisions. Decisions. A word I find myself to not to like it. Had I let out a heavy sigh as I stood before two doors.Doors which I had to choose either one of them.One which looks magnificient and marvelous,

what the F?

2009-06-01T05:49:00.000-07:00

kenape aku rasa tetiba macam blog aku ni dilawati daripada blog2 yg menandungi benda2 berkaitan dgn politik?macam what the F je...urm.. mmg what the F pon cuz aku x suka politik Malaysia.So mereka2 yg igin mempromo blog polit base dalam shout out box aku, plz2 la lupakan niat korang.. aku rasa macam what the F je bila aku click kat link korang.. sbb aku x berkenan~~so please.. sia2 korang nak

Why so Sirius, Black?

2009-05-31T08:58:00.000-07:00

Ahahaha..Yeap.. that's what the guys been asking me for the whole day at Movie Carnival at Sunway Pyramid. I took the honor playing as Sirius Black, Marauder version a.k.a school version.It's an epic journey as it was my second time cosplaying a character from a movie.. Oh, I forgot to mention that I cosplayed as Scarecrow from Batman on the 1st day of Movie Carnival.huhhu enuf talk, here are

Depressed in a way~ sort off

2009-05-27T00:35:00.000-07:00

+sigh+seriously... I can't wait to move out from my parent's house.I just can't stand them any more.. 2 more semesters and 1 more year.. before resuming my degree.. I am going to hunt for my own place. a place where I can call it a home...I need my freedom.. =<

ABC me

2009-05-26T01:19:00.000-07:00

~Here goes~You've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with the ABC's of YOU. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way.A-Ay Ike Jay is my stage/screen name..B-Boyish and manlier-than-you-attitute is almost exactly how I act.C-Cosplay is finally become real to me in 2009D-Drawing is a necessity for me, but I miss it~E-Edward

Rumors~~ pffft!!!!

2009-05-25T09:36:00.000-07:00

so yeah,things just love~~~ to go around the net. and these are some of the ones i stumbled upon~(i'll elaborate in my style cuz i dun want some people start accusing one another..)This said person claims that this certain artists are covering up their acts on their affair. The said person stated that these artists are not coming clean about their relationship despite being married just because

My Music part 3 : Gackt Camui

2009-05-23T21:56:00.000-07:00

Gackt during Malice Mizer phaseName: Gackt CamuiBirthplace: Okinawa, JapanHometown: Kyoto, JapanBlood Type: APets: Mei (cat), Belle Constantine Chappy a.k.a. Belle (dog)Hobbies: driving, dating, playing billards, martial artsHeight: 180 cm (around 5' 10")Weight: 50 - 80 kg (around 130 lbs)Foods: Bananas, Wine, Spaghetti, Kimchi, teaHabits: smoking, seeing dead peopleInstruments: Drums, Trombone,

epic fail for angst

2009-05-19T09:08:00.000-07:00

Standing here alone,it felt like an eternity,as I watch the season change,as how we change too.It was meant to be,Gone unnoticed like the wind,we were swept away further by the strong current of time,nothing more but silence filling in those gaps.That promising smile,that supporting hold,it would had last,but I choose not.We could,we should,but my stubbornness exceeds all,I wanted freedom.because

Love?

2009-05-18T10:06:00.000-07:00

someone asked me recently.. "How's your love life?"I just smiled and left it unanswered.Right now I, myself am not sure if I had really been in love.. or was it lust after all these years?I'm sure I wasn't even happy during those "lovey-dovey" years as I kept myself in a stressed, trying to get the other's attention and turning myself into something I'm not. I kept myself awake for questioning

C2AGE

2009-05-16T11:16:00.000-07:00

t'was fun..won 2nd place in the sketch competiton, won a hokage hat, a dog tag..........snapping pictures (will update them later.. i swear)...n meet someone I'm looking forward at other event when I'm in full costume of a prince. (yes, it's a hint >.>) I hope that person will be there at GACC..yes, you, you know who you are... Are we not eager to meet again?hint - taka introduced me to you. LoL.